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To trust or not to trust.
April 1, 2006 |
It was August, I had just broken up with my boyfriend and I needed someone to move in with me. So there came a friend of mine telling me about a girl that was looking for a place to live in. He brought her to my place, she seemed, not nice, but ignorable, so I thought it was ok. As I had other things to worry about I didn’t think that much about it and about what could happen so I did not make her sign anything, it was all about trust. After some time passed, I was back with my boyfriend and I thought about making this kind of official, like making her sign something “just in case” but as we were quite close I didn’t find that very important so I just kept on like before, no signature. So… here we go… we had to meet today so that she would give me money to pay the rent tomorrow, she didn’t come, I called her and she told me that she is moving out, just to go back to the boyfriend who left her when she came to my house. Probably he will leave her again, but that’s not my problem, not my life. Anyway, I left from work so I could go home and have her things in order to make her pay her debts, cause it’s not only about the rent, and it’s not only about the fact that I knew about her moving out the 31st when I have to pay the rent tomorrow, it’s about the debts she has here, that now… yes, exactly, I have to pay, cause her things were not here when I arrived. There could be no worse moment for this. I had to go to Spain for some exams which unfortunately I will not be able to take this year, which makes most of my plans fall.
Anyway, it seems this lesson I have to learn comes back to me over and over again… I feel somewhat stupid, I shouldn’t have trusted. No problem, this will be solved eventually but I will not trust again, not this way.
I guess it’s time for me to get some rest, it’s been a hard day and I’ve lost the pool game because of my boss, I’ll put him on the transfer list for the next season.